只因为你看不见
你决定相信脆弱的永远是你
你认为付出比较多的一定是你
你觉得别人比我更珍惜你
也只因为你看不见
我的心总是被刺得很伤。。
无奈的是，不管我愿不愿意，我还是会被你认为是以强者的身份出现。。。
Monday, July 18, 2011
Sunday, September 6, 2009
Chermaine
Read about her story and biography...Suddenly felt that she impressed me alot with her diligence and perseverance...
Without sleep for 5 days and 4 nights, something unimaginable for me. Respect for you..
A quote from her:
世上是没有不劳而获的。人一定要经过挫折，赔了很多时间，汗水和眼泪，才能换来成就。也要吃得起苦，吃不起苦，算了，请你改行吧。
You're right..
Without sleep for 5 days and 4 nights, something unimaginable for me. Respect for you..
A quote from her:
世上是没有不劳而获的。人一定要经过挫折，赔了很多时间，汗水和眼泪，才能换来成就。也要吃得起苦，吃不起苦，算了，请你改行吧。
You're right..
Thursday, July 23, 2009
A Special Me?
The good side of FB is that you can keep in touch with all circles of friends, either old buddies, or newly met. You gets their life updates from email alert almost everyday. You can choose to be a passive observer of what is happening to your friends, or, which is with more fun, write them some comments. So this is one of the things I am doing with FB.
Sometimes, from all those pictures, videos, or comments, you will be really impressed at what your friends have done or achieved. I, who is supposed to burn midnight oil for my thesis, accidentally logged into my FB account few minutes ago. And have then stumbled on some great videos & pics of my friends, letting me know they are faring very well in their life. They are just so special. Some are talented, some are brilliant, or some are so socially active...
For a few seconds, I looked at myself. Why there is such a big difference between us? I couldn't say that my life sucks, but at least it is not that satisfying. I have not been tasting the joy of achievement for a while and getting used to seeing myself as a loser.
I know, of course I know, everyone is special. It could be in a good or bad way though. But sometimes I just look down on me for being so messed up with my life lately. Frankly, I think I have lost grip of my own life. I am unmotivated and low in confidence now, like a tiny helpless boat drifting aimlessly in the sea of misery. I am hoping for a compass!
Can I catch up with what I have already trailed far far behind? Can I finally get rid of this irritating negative mood? Time would tell, and I have a feeling it's not far from now that I could tell about that.
I should probably go for a cup of instant mee now, to kill my hungriness. Despite all the grumbles, I think, I am still a quite special one.... =)
Sometimes, from all those pictures, videos, or comments, you will be really impressed at what your friends have done or achieved. I, who is supposed to burn midnight oil for my thesis, accidentally logged into my FB account few minutes ago. And have then stumbled on some great videos & pics of my friends, letting me know they are faring very well in their life. They are just so special. Some are talented, some are brilliant, or some are so socially active...
For a few seconds, I looked at myself. Why there is such a big difference between us? I couldn't say that my life sucks, but at least it is not that satisfying. I have not been tasting the joy of achievement for a while and getting used to seeing myself as a loser.
I know, of course I know, everyone is special. It could be in a good or bad way though. But sometimes I just look down on me for being so messed up with my life lately. Frankly, I think I have lost grip of my own life. I am unmotivated and low in confidence now, like a tiny helpless boat drifting aimlessly in the sea of misery. I am hoping for a compass!
Can I catch up with what I have already trailed far far behind? Can I finally get rid of this irritating negative mood? Time would tell, and I have a feeling it's not far from now that I could tell about that.
I should probably go for a cup of instant mee now, to kill my hungriness. Despite all the grumbles, I think, I am still a quite special one.... =)
Wednesday, November 19, 2008
Fast Informatiker?
"Du bist fast Informatiker."
An intern said to me after coffee break this afternoon. After almost 4 years of studies, am I really competent and ready to be a real software engineer?
Just hope I would not have this kind of bad feeling when someone mentions that to me again. So, win back the lost time!
An intern said to me after coffee break this afternoon. After almost 4 years of studies, am I really competent and ready to be a real software engineer?
Just hope I would not have this kind of bad feeling when someone mentions that to me again. So, win back the lost time!
Thursday, October 30, 2008
Snowy Morning
30.10.2008.
Woke up this morning to find out I was surrounded by everything in white. Everything was covered with snow. I think this is the earliest snow I have seen since I came to Germany.
About 3 years ago, I remember, the first drops of snow was on 18.11.2005. =)
But, I hate to go out everyday now.
Woke up this morning to find out I was surrounded by everything in white. Everything was covered with snow. I think this is the earliest snow I have seen since I came to Germany.
About 3 years ago, I remember, the first drops of snow was on 18.11.2005. =)
But, I hate to go out everyday now.
Inanity
Learned a new word today, inanity, in an article in which a long-time loyal republican was quoted criticizing Sarah Palin for her run as vice president of the America.
Inanity means lack of sense.
Now there's a new word to describe malaysian politicians...hehe =P
Inanity means lack of sense.
Now there's a new word to describe malaysian politicians...hehe =P
Tuesday, October 28, 2008
Kicker
Talent is a gift. Not everyone in this world has such a gift.
So as an ordinary person, I always tell myself, "Because I have no talent, I have to work even harder. Perseverance is a gift, too."
ps: Got this thought after thrashed by colleagues in Kicker games =)
So as an ordinary person, I always tell myself, "Because I have no talent, I have to work even harder. Perseverance is a gift, too."
ps: Got this thought after thrashed by colleagues in Kicker games =)
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